It’s been a long time since I laughed that hard… It’s been more than a long time.

#this #this for me #is the turning point #this is it #the realisation #it’s one of those moments when it suddenly hits you #square in the chest #that fuck #you like this person a little more than you thought you would #and all it’s gonna cause is a shit ton of problems #you can speculate when you think it is #but i think it’s here #that dean finally gets it #he gets that cas is part of him now #and there’s nothing he can do about it #and for those who want to go one step further #it’s the time when dean realises that #oh my god #i’m totally falling for an angel #it’s all there #he’s been with sam for four years #and he laughs harder with cas in one night #than he has with his own brother #who he’d fucking die for #and the second gif #that right there #is the sucker punch to the gut #the painful realisation that an angel #of all things #has just made you laugh harder than your own brother could #and of course it hurts #because #this is a war they’re fighting #and they’re going to make sacrifices and dean knows the chances of them coming out alive is slim #and you know #he’s given a piece of him to cas #and the consequences of his actions will be pain #and regret #and grief #and he doesn’t know whether to be happy #or sad #because what could develop into something more #won’t #he knows that in the end all it’s going to do #is hurt more